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Going on hiatus

Hello all,

I’m putting the site on a brief hiatus, as I’m in the process of re-branding and switching to a new domain name. This site will soon redirect to a new domain name, but most of the content and blog posts will be as they are now. This should take a few weeks at the most.

Thanks for your patience!

There’s more than just books, you know!

A lot of my most recent blog posts have centred on long-form writing like novels, memoirs, and how-to books. The reading challenge I’m doing is being monitored through Goodreads, and that site tends to consider the long-form book the primary unit of reading/writing measurement. It’s a major goal of mine this year to read at least 40 books and write reviews for all of them.

However,the world of fantasy and sci-fi literature contains much more than just novels! There are short stories in magazines, and a surprisingly vast array of podcasts too. So in the interest of showing that there is way more out there than just books (print or digital), I want to list off some of the short stories that I’ve read or listened to recently. This is by no means an exhaustive list, but I know that it could become exhaustive if I decided to subscribe to at least half of the fantasy and sci-fi magazines I know of.

These lists are of stories I’ve enjoyed recently. The titles in bold are my favourites.

Source: Podcastle

I started listening to all 3 Escape Artist podcasts (including Escape Pod and Pseudopod, listed below) about 2 months ago, and have been burrowing through their archives since then. I enjoy all 3 podcasts because I think they all showcase quality writing, but I think Podcastle wins out because they have the most seamless combination of introductory music, hosting, feedback, and storycraft.

  • Household Spirits, by C.S.E. Cooney
  • Gone Daddy Gone, by Josh Rountree
  • The Landholders No Longer Carry Swords, by Patricia Russo
  • A Hunter’s Ode to His Bait, by Carrie Vaughn
  • Five Rules for Commuting to the Underworld, by Merrie Haskell
  • Stereogram of the Gray Fort, in the Days of Her Glory, by Paul M. Berger
  • Zauberschrift, by David D. Levine
  • The Duke of Vertumn’s Fingerling, by Elizabeth Carroll
  • Doors, by Rajan Khanna
  • Who in Mortal Chains, by Claire Humphrey
  • The Parable of the Shower, by Leah Bobet
  • Middle Aged Weirdo in a Cadillac, by George R. Galuschak
  • Braiding the Ghosts, by C.S.E. Cooney
  • The Gateway of the Monster, by William Hope Hodgson
  • The Witch’s Second Daughter, by Marissa K. Lingen
  • Still Small Voice, by Ben Burgis
  • Beyond the Sea Gate of the Scholar Pirates of Sarskoe, by Garth Nix

Source: Escape Pod

This podcast needs only three words of introduction: Mur Fucking Lafferty. I’ve gone on and on before about I Should be Writing, but it is so incredibly comforting to hear her voice whenever she hosts or reads. I find that whatever the story is, her voice is so versatile and engaging that I nearly always enjoy what she reads, regardless of topic. Plus, it’s introductory music is pretty rockin’.

  • Future Perfect, by LaShawn M. Wanak
  • Shannon’s Law, by Cory Doctorow
  • A Small Matter, Really, by Monte Cook
  • For Want of a Nail, Mary Robinette Kowal
  • Amaryllis, by Carrie Vaughn
  • The Things, by Peter Watts
  • Union Dues – Sidekicks in Stockholm, by Jeffrey R. DeRego
  • Midnight Blue, by Will McIntosh
  • Soulmates, by Mike Resnick and Lezli Robyn
  • Kill Me, by Vylar Kaftan
  • Playing Doctor, by Robert T. Jeschonek
  • Movement, by Nancy Fulda
  • Honor Killing, by Ray Tabler
  • Chicken Noodle Gravity, by J. Daniel Sawyer

Source: Pseudopod

Pseudopod has been sort of the odd duck out. Podcastle does fantasy stories, and Escape Pod does sci-fi stories. But rarely do I mention horror, although all three genres mix and comingle, and are in some ways indistinguishable from each other. A Holy Trinity of genre fiction, if you will. Pseudopod’s stories are good, but of the three, I find the non-story elements of the podcast to be the least engaging.

  • Lives, by John Grant
  • Man Eat Man, by Mike Irwin
  • On Being Mandy, by Sandra M. Odell
  • Girls Gone Insane, by John Jasper Owens
  • Association, by Eddie Borey
  • Dearest Daughter, by Kate Marshall
  • The Line, by Grady J. Gratt
  • In Bloom, by Caspian Gray
  • The 7 Garages of Kevin Simpson, by Alan Baxter
  • Bruise for Bruise, by Robert Davies
  • The Eater, by Michael J. DeLuca
  • The Cord, by Chris Lewis Carter
  • The Blood Garden, by Jesse Livingston

Source: Daily Science Fiction

I found out about DSF through a Facebook group that I’m part of. It’s always a pleasure to see a bite-sized piece of sci-fi or fantasy in my inbox every weekday morning. DSF also has a Facebook page, which provides a great venue for daily discussion.

  • Inflection, by Tina Connolly
  • Are You There? Are You Safe? Is the Flock Safe? by D. Robert Hamm
  • Naughty or Nice? by James S. Dorr
  • Ten Seconds, by Scott W. Baker
  • Lists, by Annie Bellet
  • Calling Down the Moon, by Diana Sherman
  • Things Exist by Imitation of Numbers, by Benjamin Rosenbaum
  • All or Nothing, by Nancy Fulda
  • The Death and Rebirth of Anne Bonny, by Nancy Fulda
  • +1, by James Luke Worrad
  • The Long Con, by Megan R. Engelhardt
  • Thirteen Ways of Looking at a Monkey, by Ruth Nestvold

Should eBooks have DRM?

I bought myself a Kobo Touch last year for Boxing Day, as I figured that reading eBooks would give me a better understanding of changes within the publishing industry. I chose the Kobo over other eReaders for a number of reasons, but I liked the fact that it supported ePub, the (current) industry format, and that you could expand your library by inserting a MicroSD card into the device. A homegrown alternative to Amazon could do all that and get excellent reviews from Wired in the process? Sign me up!

Once I started using the Kobo, though, Digital Rights Management (DRM) software reared its ugly head, and things weren’t so simple. Books bought through the Kobo store can’t be transferred onto a Micro SD card – instead, they are automatically stored on the Kobo eReader itself. The innate storage capacity of the Kobo Touch is 1 GB, which is good, but not great, hence the allure of being able to expand your library through the Micro SD.

However, books from the Kobo store are normally formatted with Adobe’s DRM, and the Micro SD can store eBooks only if the stored files contain no DRM at all. This means that I can’t save space on my Kobo by transferring Kobo’s ebooks to the card. Sure, I can delete the Kobo books once I’m done and then download them again for free if I wish, but that’s an unpleasant solution at best.

Isn’t having a huge number of books at your fingertips one of the biggest reasons why people buy eReaders? Maintaining a large collection is rather hard to do without the extra storage capacity the Micro SD provides, and the Micro SD card is incompatible with Kobo’s own store. This is critical to understand.

So, here we come to today. The next series of Canada Reads debates starts in a few days, and I haven’t read any of the books in the lineup. I want to read at least a few of them, so I researched what eBook options were available. Here are the results:

  • All 5 books are available at the Kobo store
  • One of those books, Carmen Aguirre’s Something Fierce, was available only from the Kobo store
  • Two of those books, Ken Dryden’s The Game and Marina Nemat’s Prisoner of Tehran, were available for purchase from the publishers’ websites
  • Wiley, publisher of The Game, explicitly stated on the purchase page that the eBook had Adobe DRM enabled
  • Penguin, the publisher of Prisoner of Tehran, didn’t state whether the eBook had DRM, but a subsequent search of the site revealed that Penguin books do have DRM enabled
  • The two remaining books, Dave Bidini’s On a Cold Road and John Vaillant’s The Tiger, were available for download from the Sony eReader store at much higher prices
  • The result? I didn’t buy any of the five books promoted by Canada Reads, and placed eBook holds through the Toronto Public Library instead.

    This evening I encountered something completely different. Quite by accident (thank you, Strange Horizons book reviews!) I stumbled upon The Bone Spindle published by Aqueduct Press. I hadn’t heard of either the book or the publisher, but the review was so intriguing that I bought the book once I found out that Aqueduct Press specialized in publishing feminist science fiction.

    It turns out that Aqueduct Press sells ePub books without any sort of DRM. Finally, a publisher whose wares I could buy without using up my Kobo’s limited storage!

    Poking around on Aqueduct’s blog led me to Fantasy Magazine (now merged with Lightspeed Magazine). And Lightspeed led me to Weightless Books. Let’s take a look at Weightless’ About page, shall we?

    We sell DRM-free ebooks because we believe those who buy ebooks here should be able to move them around between their devices at will.

    What we’re hoping to do here is to make this the first site to go to for interesting ebooks from independent presses.

    Let’s go over that a bit more slowly:

    1. None of the books or magazine subscriptions that Weightless Books sells contain any DRM.
    2. They sell books from independent presses, meaning that the books have gone through some sort of editorial process before publication.

    Weightless Books is okay with selling quality books without subjecting me to the anti-piracy hassle that traditional publishers would typically force down my throat? You mean to say that because of this policy, I can buy as many books as I want and store them without any fuss on my capacious Micro SD card? How amazing! It’s difficult to explain how much peril my credit card is in now.

    Because of the lack of DRM on both sites, I bought both The Bone Spindle and a year-long subscription to Lightspeed Magazine. Those purchases cost just over $30 total. And it was precisely because of the existence of DRM software (and what DRM meant in terms of my eReader’s storage capacity) that I decided against buying bestselling books offered by the traditional publishing establishment.

    This leads me to wonder: How many others are there like me with the same concerns about DRM, and how much do we represent in lost sales? More importantly, will publishers ever regard DRM software as a limiting factor in the way that I do?

    Book statistics, genre love, and genre hate

    Last week I started an additional side project related to my reading efforts. Spurred on by an article in Salon talking about gender bias in book reviews, I have decided to keep a spreadsheet of my own reading efforts with the intention to derive some nice statistics at the end of the year. Will I end up giving print books higher ratings, on average, than eBooks? What about female authors versus male ones? There are so many questions to ask and answers to seek, and so many ways from which to view this information, that this project is impossible to resist.

    Regardless of this, one thing has become obvious despite the small pool of books I’ve read so far this year: I really don’t like crime/detective fiction.

    My chief complaints about both Zoo City and Empire State (oddly enough, both published by Angry Robot Books) had to do with their attempts to blend sci-fi/fantasy story elements with crime/detective story elements. The combination didn’t work for me, and in Empire State in particular, I found that the author’s application of sci-fi elements was used to wallpaper over some glaring inconsistencies.

    This raises an interesting question, then: do I dislike the crime genre as a whole, the mixing of genres, or just the way those two books handled said mixing? Well, now that I’ve got my handy-dandy spreadsheet, the question will be a little easier to answer come December 2012, won’t it? Assuming, that is, that we don’t blow up in some Mayan calendrical apocalypse.

    Anyways.

    I read Old City Hall near the end of 2010 and really enjoyed it. I enjoyed it so much, in fact, that when I went to Word on the Street in September 2011 and told the author, Robert Rotenberg, how much – oh my god, can I tell you what an intriguing character Albert Fernandez is? – he gave me an autographed copy of the book for free.

    OCH is about a crime, and one of the main characters is a police detective. Does the book fall, then, under the rubric of crime fiction? Or rather, since many of its most important events take place in a courtroom, should it be classified as a legal thriller? Where does one draw the line dividing genres? In this case, is there even a line to be drawn? I have no idea. All I know is that I found the book’s analysis of coutroom behaviour fascinating, and wanted even more of it.

    On top of that, I also enjoyed the movie Children of Men when I saw it, and that was based on a book by noted detective fiction writer P.D. James. Would I like her Adam Dalgleish books just as much if  I tried one? I don’t know. Part of me doesn’t want to read mysteries because my knowledge of the genre is so poor that it will feel like work – the literary equivalent  of eating broccoli (make sure to read at least 5-8 servings per year!). However, another part of me knows that I’m missing out on some amazing fiction because of my own wariness.

    This is another issue that I hope tracking my reading on a spreadsheet will be able to rectify: If I can analyze my reading habits and figure out what patterns and holes there are in said habits, I’ll be closer to improving them and to becoming an even better editor.

    The obligatory New Year’s post

    Hello to all, and a happy 2012!

    I’ve got a lot of plans for this year, and I’m encouraged by the response I’ve received so far towards my new plan to focus on writing and editing fantasy and science fiction stories. This will involve a lot of reading and a lot more writing than I’ve done in the past. NaNoWriMo was just the warm-up to what I’m planning this year, although one that was necessary to build my confidence.

    In any event, the arrival of World Fantasy Con to Toronto this year has provided much-needed motivation to get my butt in the chair, my fingers on the keyboard, and my nose in my (very new, very shiny) eReader. The sheer variety of eBooks on sale through publisher’s sites, bookstores, and independent distributors will prove to be a very sore trial on my wallet, but all growth requires sacrifice. I’ve given myself a limit of how much money I should spend each month on eBooks and mp3s, so that will (probably, hopefully) help.

    This year I’m also going to track what I’m reading more carefully in the past. Goodreads has been a godsend to my reading list, and now that the new year has started, I will be able to get a better sense of how many books I read on average in a month, and how long it takes me to finish a book. I’ve set myself a goal of reading at least 40 books this year – a number I consider doable in light of the writing and WCDR stuff already in the works. No doubt as the year progresses my “to be read” list will grow longer and longer – but, knowing other readers and writers, that’s to be expected.

    Overall, I’m optimistic. Will the stories I plan to write shatter the world with their loveliness and precise prose? Probably not. Will I win any contests or awards? Who knows, maybe if I’m lucky some will. I’ve heard it said that a writer has to write 1,000,000 words of crap before they write anything good. My hope this year is to write around 250,000 words, so if I manage to write anything worthwhile, I’ll be ahead of schedule. Maybe you’ll follow me as I walk down this new path, and maybe not. But at least I’m finally doing so after years of fear and mental hibernation.

    An eBook-shaped hole in my education

    In a recent blog post I talked about my writing and editing goals for 2012. However, I forgot to add one very important goal to the list: I need to learn more about eBooks.

    The course I took on electronic publishing in 2010 didn’t help me. In fact, it was downright misleading. It contained absolutely no mention of eBooks or eReaders at all. This is rather odd, all things considered – shouldn’t students entering the fast-changing world of publishing be given at least a rudimentary understanding of eBook formatting, eReaders, digital rights management for eBooks, or eBook piracy? This information is becoming increasingly relevant to both self-published authors and publishing houses. Ryerson will have a course in the summer of 2012 called “Publishing in Transition” which I hope will bridge the gaps in my knowledge, but that’s still a way off, and I want to start paving over the holes in my education right now.

    So, here is a very basic sketch of how I plan to do that:

    • Bookmark websites and blogs that discuss ebook production, distribution, and marketing, and follow their content.
    • Buy lots of eBooks. (If there’s one thing that’s wonderful, it’s rationalizing entertainment consumption as a form of professional development!)
    • Understand how eBooks work in action and get a grasp of what formatting issues are unique to them. (I just bought a Kobo, but that’s fodder for another post.)
    • Learn about other facets of the self-publishing industry, like price points, royalties, and budgeting

    The plan sounds simple in theory, but the amount of information about self-publishing and ePublishing  is increasing so quickly that it’s easy for anyone, especially a newcomer like me, to get overwhelmed. Here are some sites I’ve found useful so far:

    Oddly enough, a number of the blogs I’ve been following have talked about the importance of good cover design for eBooks. Synchronicity or not, the news is welcome.

    When a book grows up with you

    Happy holidays to all! As you unwrap your presents and spend time with your family, I hope that today’s pleasure has been heightened by the gift of a book. Here’s a story of how a book I received for Christmas had a profound effect on me.

    Note: This post was originally published as a guest blog post on October 17th, 2011, for Linda Poitevin’s blog in the wake of her recent book release. It has been reposted here with her permission.


    With the recent launch of Linda’s book (Congrats!), I thought it would be helpful to look back on a favourite book of mine. It’s one that took me a long time to get through, especially when I first read it as a child. It’s a book that’s bounded over the walls of “bestseller” territory to become firmly ensconced in school curricula. And, of all things, it’s a book about rabbits.

    It’s Watership Down by Richard Adams.

    Simply put, Watership Down has helped frame my life. I first got it as a Christmas gift when I was about 10 years old. Over the next 2 years, I tried to read the book multiple times, but stalled before the Sandleford rabbits reached Cowslip’s warren. When I finally managed to gather enough steam to plunge through the rest of the book when I was 12, I was amply rewarded:  Catastrophes, death, cunning escapes, and a poignant ending – everything was exciting!

    However, a funny thing happened as I got older and read the book over and over again: It turned out to be much richer than I originally thought. I now firmly believe that it is a masterpiece, and here are some of the reasons why:

    Depth of characterization­

    Watership Down features a cast easily stretching into the dozens. While some of the characters have little to distinguish themselves beyond a name, the care with which so many are drawn is astounding. Off the top of my head, here are 10 characters in the book who are truly distinct from each other, with a unique voice and outlook on life:

    1. Hazel – Essentially, the every-rabbit who is sensible, loyal, and caring. He ultimately becomes the leader of his warren because he shows bravery, foresight, and consensus-building skills.
    2. Fiver – A rabbit with extra-sensory abilities. His otherworldly talents are disdained by the group at first, but they become increasingly essential to the Watership warren’s survival.
    3. Bigwig – The leader of Watership’s Owsla. Muscular and brave, he eventually learns the value of humility, delegation, and subterfuge.
    4. Blackberry – The thinker. His clever tricks save lives and confound Watership’s enemies.
    5. Dandelion – Watership’s fastest rabbit. He also acts as the warren’s storyteller, and it is these stories that provide the reader with glimpses into the mythology of rabbits.
    6. Holly – The author conveniently sums him up like so: “Sound, unassuming, conscientious, a bit lacking in the rabbit sense of mischief, he was something of the born second-in-command.”
    7. Bluebell – Holly’s companion and the only other known survivor of the Sandleford massacre. He uses humour as a coping mechanism.
    8. General Woundwort – The novel’s antagonist. A rabbit of truly astonishing size with the ruthlessness, political ambition, and fighting skills to match.
    9. Hyzenthlay – A resilient doe in Efrafa. She befriends both Holly and Bigwig during their time spent in Efrafa, and recruits other does to participate in Bigwig’s escape plan.
    10. Nethilta – One of Hyzenthlay’s recruits, who flaunts her status as a rebel before she is detained and tortured for information by Efrafa’s officers.

    Of course, what’s interesting is seeing how these characters interact, and what’s really interesting is seeing how they take advantage of power politics.

    A fleshed-out and evocative alien culture

    By “alien” I mean “foreign” rather than “extra-terrestrial.” In the novel, the rabbits have their own language, political structure, and spiritual beliefs. They also have an elaborate mythology passed down over the generations that helps them understand their world and their relationships to other animals, both predator and prey alike.

    Dandelion’s stories provide the clearest window into this, as they explain the antics of El-Ahrairah (the rabbits’ culture-hero) and act as an inspiration for various schemes that Hazel’s group uses throughout the novel.

    A reinvention of deeply-embedded cultural tropes

    Here’s an extremely rough summary of the novel’s plot:

    Hazel and his male comrades start a new warren at Watership Down and realize that to ensure its survival, they must find does to reproduce with. They send emissaries to Efrafa , a neighbouring warren, and are rebuffed after they ask Efrafa’s council for does to take back home. They then send Bigwig to infiltrate Efrafa and escape with as many does as possible. After the escape, Efrafan officers, including the fearsome General Woundwort, attempt to invade Watership Down and are nearly successful before they are ultimately defeated.

    Now, here’s an extremely rough summary of The Rape of the Sabine Women, the story of Rome’s founding population:

    Romulus and his male comrades found the city of Rome and realize that to ensure its survival, they must find women to marry and start families with. They attempt to negotiate with the Sabines (a neighbouring tribe) for women to marry, but are rebuffed. They then create a fake religious festival and invite neighbouring tribes to attend, during which the Roman men abduct the Sabine women after receiving a signal to do so from Romulus. After the abduction, the Sabine men, including their king Titus Tatius, attempt to invade Rome and manage to capture Rome’s citadel before they are ultimately defeated.

    I don’t know about you, but any author who can take a story about the founding of Rome, replace the main characters with rabbits, and turn it into a bestseller is a genius in my book.

    Stopping to smell the flowers

    Adams takes the time to explore the world beyond the concerns of the warren and goes into detail about the down itself. These passages don’t push the plot forward, but serve as a chance for Adams to walk around and get some pretty prose out of his system. Here’s an example:

    We need daylight and to that extent it is utilitarian, but moonlight we do not need. When it comes, it serves no necessity. It transforms. It falls upon the banks and the grass, separating one long blade from another; turning a drift of brown, frosted leaves from a single heap to innumerable, flashing fragments; or glimmering lengthways along wet twigs as though light itself were ductile. Its long beams pour, white and sharp, between the trunks of trees, their clarity fading as they recede into the powdery, misty distance of beech-woods at night.

    - Chapter 22, The Story of the Trial of El-ahrairah

    So what does all this mean?

    There are many more things I could elaborate on – political allegories, morals about the environment, gender roles in the rabbit world – but these themes have probably been trampled to death in various classrooms. All I want to do is talk about why I think this novel has good bones.

    So what does all this mean? It means that the best stories often have a lot going on underneath the surface, and grow in meaning as the reader grows in maturity. It also means that a novel meant for children (Oh look, it’s about bunnies!) can be a lot deeper than we give it credit for.

    Goals for 2012

    Well, it’s coming up to the close of 2011, and I’ve given myself a lot to think about in the past few months.

    Most importantly, I’ve thought a lot about what I’m doing right now as a lover of books, and what I could be doing to make the next year more successful on that front. My freelancing has stalled; it’s easy to blame this on the fact that I have a day job that takes up a lot of my mental energy, but that would be wrong because there are plenty of other people out there who are successful at balancing a day job and freelancing work.

    So now I’ve decided that I need to sit down and think about what I want to do. Who do I want to work with? The kind of writing and editing I’ve advertised on my site so far has been targeted (somewhat haphazardly, I admit) to small businesses. However, let’s consider the following:

    • Do I follow a lot of small businesses/entrepreneurs/start-up companies on Twitter? No.
    • Do I listen regularly to podcasts about marketing, small businesses, or start-up culture? No.
    • Are the people I network with on a regular basis involved in small businesses or start-up culture? On the whole, no.

    In all three cases – social media, podcasts, and in-person networking – the majority of the people I converse with are fiction writers. I follow book review sites, publishing news, and other editors on Twitter. At WCDR meetings, I talk to people who just got their books published with independent presses. And on the podcast front, I listen to podcasts talking about the art, craft, and business of writing.

    Then, let’s not forget, I attempted NaNoWriMo this year, and, wonder of wonders, actually hit the 50,000-word mark. Consequently, I’ve had to admit to myself: The people who I felt I should work with as a freelancer were not the same people that I found myself most easily connecting with.

    What does that mean, then? I think it means I have to re-brand myself and devote myself to what I’m really interested in: Working on fantasy and sci-fi fiction.

    I can hear some of you groaning in the background. Genre fiction? I hear you scoff.

    Well, yeah.

    It’s the fiction I find myself reading and enjoying most often. This more a change in direction than a reversal – I’ll still try to work on writing website copy and helping people with their WordPress installations. But I’ll just have to be more diligent about finding writers who want me to critique their work.

    To help me with this task, I’ve set up a few new goals for 2012:

    • Buy a new domain name and migrate the content from here at 105 Creations to a URL that gives people a clearer idea of who I am and what I do.
    • Read at least 25-30 scifi/fantasy books.
    • Write at least 5,000 words of my own fiction every week. More to the point, write a series of short stories as my own personal writing challenge along the lines of NaNoWriMo.
    • Build a network of like-minded writers and bloggers who also appreciate sci-fi and fantasy writing.
    • Attend the 2012 World Fantasy Convention in November.

    This last bullet is the most important. The 2012 WFC is happening in Richmond Hill, of all places (though the site says Toronto), and that’s practically in my backyard. Given my new realization about what I want to do and my new sense of focus about how to achieve this, I would be a fool if I didn’t take advantage of such an event handed to me on a silver platter.

    So, those are my goals for 2012. And if it turns out that the Mayans were right and the apocalypse does happen, at least I’ll have faced it doing something I love to do.

     

    Margaret Atwood: Impressions

    Two days ago, I had lunch with Margaret Atwood as part of the contest sponsored by the Toronto Public Library. I won’t go into exhaustive detail here, as I’m still trying to recall everything that we saw and talked about that day, but here’s a mental Impressionist painting of some of my memories of the event:

    My realization, when I first saw her in person, that she looked like any other regular person walking down the street.

    My idiotic grin, miles wide, when she shook my hand. I was worried that it still felt greasy from my hand cream.

    A bridge over a ravine in an uptown Toronto neighbourhood. The snow was falling, and everyone was coated in grey. People walking by with their dogs.

    The faces and personas of the other contest winners I met – by turns gleeful, knowing, hopeful, and animated.

    Passing by the memorial statue on University Avenue which Margaret Atwood called “Gumby Goes to Heaven.

    The feeling of surprise and appreciation when she gave me and the other three contest winners a limited-edition silkscreen of one of her poems on thick, handmade paper.

    The intense flavour of the lemon tart I had for dessert at the meal we shared. It was so wonderfully sour that my tongue became sore and I couldn’t finish it.

    The hug I gave two of the other contest winners as I left them and boarded the subway that would begin to take me home. Again, my smile, still miles wide.

    Two more days…

    Remember this post from a while back? Bet you were wondering what happened to that whole fuss, eh?

    Well, the Margaret Atwood lunch hasn’t happened yet, but it’s about to.

    Two days from now – December 9th, 2011 – I’ll be joining the Grand Dame of Canadian Letters herself along with three other lucky winners, and seeing Toronto through her eyes. I read The Blind Assassin to prepare myself, but I don’t know if that will be enough.

    It’s exciting but nerve-wracking. I hope I won’t turn into a gibbering idiot in her presence, and that the other contest winners will be easy-going people. I’m not even sure how many people there will be – there are the contest winners, of course, but I’m guessing that there will also be at least one representative from the library to take part as well.

    Anyways, nothing substantive to report yet. Just issuing a reminder that no, I am not dreaming this up out of whole cloth.